There was a time just a bit ago when I wrote here that I said something to the effect that everything was 'right'...the job was right, Leah's therapy was right, yada, yada, yada...
Well, things change, life changes...my life has changed...something has changed...something is off!
What is it? Leah's therapy is great! We pulled her from public education at Clinton County RESA hasn't been what we expected. We really felt her home programming was providing her more social, academic, emotional, language and overall benefit than any programming RESA would offer. Thus, I am thrilled with what WE are providing Leah...at our expense and at our discretion. This is SOOOOOO RIGHT!
The girls are doing fantastic! Summer treated them like princesses! A trip to Disney World, several trips to Higgins Lake, time in the kiddie pool and out at the swing set on a daily basis, time spent with family and friends, a weekend getaway to Indy, not to mention all of the little things that I fail to mention! The girls and their life is SOOOOO RIGHT!!
So what is off?
Maybe it's my job? Yeah, that's one thing...I resigned from MSU as of this August but will remain to teach one course to interns/grad students in the Deaf Education Program. Life just got too busy with 11 hour days with teaching and supervising interns. I wanted to be a MOM!!! So, I then accepted a position in Livingston County as their Teacher Consultant for the Hearing Impaired. Big Mistake...I don't want to do this...Overworked...there is enough work here for 2-3 people and they expect miracles and most expect them now, but yet they don't trust me in what I do or say! SOOOO, why bother? I don't know...I don't want to. I just want to be a MOM, but who can afford to when we are paying for ABA????
What else is off? That Michigan is NOT the place I want to live any longer. Yep, you read that right. I do not want to endure another MI winter (although I know I will), another road covered in black ice, or another day of negative temperatures! I want to move...
So what are the solutions? Grin and bare it, I guess. I already feel a mild depression settling in regarding the start of school...UGH! I sit at the computer finding the best school districts to live and work in throughout central Florida! Mark my words in this blog post friends and family...it will happen soon....the Knight Family will become Floridians!!!
Anyway, I need to show you what is "right"...I've posted a depressing post tonight...and the past posts haven't had any pics at all!!! Here's some pics of our fantastically "right" girls!
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